Earlier this month we visited an ultrasound boutique for the first time and had an entertainment ultrasound done. This is different than...

I've been putting my hope in other things lately. I've noticed I tend to pick up my phone a lot. I used to pick it up and open the Bible...

This blog post covers most of August and will finally catch us all up to current-day-events/emotions. From here on out there won't be a...

July 31, 2022 My streak of good day followed by good day officially ended this week. I got 3 good weeks in a row. This week was bad. Last...

July 21, 2022 On Monday Theo was playing nearby while I worked on breakfast. I'd checked the weather before getting him up and saw it...

This is a bad one. I suggest you skip it if you don't feel up to a very emotional read. The next post coming on Friday will be much...

July 11th, 2022 Today we were prepared for a very long morning in several appointments with MFM. Nana & Pops drove in from out of town to...

July 10th, 2022 "Then Jesus said to His disciples: "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your...

July 5th, 2022 Today we met with Pastor C to plan Abigail's memorial service. It was a lot easier than I expected. You'd think planning...

Catastrophic loss of whatever kind is always bad, only bad in different ways. It is impossible to quantify and to compare (p. 17,...

I have a soundtrack for this post. Here you go: June 27th, 2022 Today we had our first "heartbeat check," met D (the nurse who will be...

Can anyone really expect to recover from such tragedy, considering the value of what was lost and the consequences of that loss? Recovery...

June 22, 2022 It's been one week since our second appointment with MFM and our dinner with T&M. Michael texted me this morning. He said...

Bonus Sunday post! Happy Sunday! June 19, 2022 Today God sat me down and gave me a talk. It's the one I knew was coming. I previously...

June 15, 2022 Today we had our second appointment with MFM after a month of grief and pain and processing. Abby's heartbeat was 123 beats...

There's a soundtrack for this post. "Praise Him in Advance" by Marvin Sapp - listen here: June 12, 2022 I've been making some decisions....

WARNING: This is the last in a series of 5 posts that get increasingly more dark and raw with each telling. Some readers may find the...

TRIGGER WARNING: This is the 4th in a series of 5 posts that get increasingly more dark and raw with each telling. Some readers may be...

TRIGGER WARNING: This is the 3rd in a series of 5 posts dealing with infertility, terminal diagnosis, grief, and anticipating infant...

WARNING: This is the 2nd in a series of 5 posts that get increasingly more dark and raw with each telling. The first was called "Miracle...